I browsed through someone's blog and found out she's from ntu's sce. I think I saw her before in lectures or tutorial classes. If I am not wrong, she wrote something in her blog like "broom and pan". The moment I see, I feel anger. I despise this person for doing it. Who give her the right to give people nickname in the first place? Am I right to say so? This time, she has gone overboard with this, and I believed these nicknames are known to her group of people. If she like to 'gossip' about people, then why come to SCE and study? Waste of money! In short, she's getting on my nerves... YUCKs!

I don't like this, but it keeps "hunting" me back. Whenever I am thinking about it, my heart shattered into pieces. This matter doesn't concern about any bgr relationship but it's music. I don't understand why I am being involved in this pool of mess.

It starts ever since I knew about it. I really don't understand why I am out of the team without informing me. Why am I feeling so heart shakee when I heard about it? Why will I feel so emotional whenever I think of it? WHY!

Thots of past few weeks that I've been thinking come back again, once again, what should I do? I wondered what's the reason they have for not coming to this church anymore? I've been running to a few church services, and I have not do any decision making .. cause it doesn't concern me alone.. but is that what God want me to do?

So many issues came about after all, perhaps I really think too much about some issues.

This song: From a distance by Bette Midler... really nice. I've uploaded it.

I know God is watching us.. I really wanna know if this what HE has planned??

My uni studies gona start soon about 3 weeks... I am not prepared thou..but however, I still got time to get adapt to new environment. I miss my school friends the most..

I hope that I can manage well with school, worship duties and personal life issues well.. I can COPE!

Just to update those CS players that si|enCieuX clan is formed.
A simple site http://silencieux.mygameclan.com was set up.
We welcome anyone to join us :) For now, if you don't have STEAM, also can join us :)